the year with sadnes

to many sadnes n secret....about friend,family,school n more...
I HATE THIS YEAR.....!!! 2011 is the bad year in my life....pless..i want happynest..
not sadnes...why to many people hate me...n why some of they like to hurts my heart..
my mom family hates me...my dad family hates me...!! n why i'm not just like my friend...they can go anywhare they want...can get anythings that they want.....everyday i just acting just like"Hey i'm okay nothing happen to me..i love my life...!!" it just an acting...everyday i have too smile like a crazy girl..make something stuppid...acting good...i'm tired to do thats all everyday...n some people call me CRAZY GIRL..!!!
i don't need this all...